So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
factorio
I am so glad I got that out of my system. For now at least. I play around with and program conveyor as my job, so I got a little burnt out at one point seeing it 24/7.
Who am I kidding? The factory must grow!
No time to be depressed, gotta get this nuc plant online! Fucking kovarax takes an eternity to spin up enough enriched!